I cant believe its been a year already. Time surely does fly and I wouldnt change anything in between. It felt like just yesterday that you and i were going on a date together on halloween. I rememebr being so nervous. i know me nervous? well i was. i just wanted to hold you and love you so bad. i always said there is something special about you and i always tell you the moment i laid my eyes on you i knew i wanted you and had to have you. you have this wormth about you that just draws me in completely. i feel so insanely safe and at peace with you. there were no uncertainy about you, even though back then when we didnt talk much i always admired you from afar. i wanted to be close to you, you were constantly on my mind but im sometimes an awkward person and i often times overthink a lot, even my own words and i never wanted to sound dumb or weird around you so i stressed myself out and didnt talk much. even though i really wanted to...
but anywho, i finally was able to break through and when the time was write i went in for my kill LMFAO. then after our first date and i invited you back to my place, its not cause i wanted something out of you. it was because i just didnt want it to end. my heart and soul felt so calm for once in its life i didnt want to let it go... and well thank god because i got to keep you so close to me ever since. the saying goes "when you know you know" and i knew. i didnt need a certain amount of dates or whatever the whole dating scene is, i knew and i had to make you mine. the only reason i didnt ask you out sooner is because i wanted the date to look nice LMFAO. its weird i know but i wanted some kind of angel number because you are my angel and you deserve the entire world.
even with our ups and downs, nothing has ever made me doubt you or us. i will fight through hell for you, i always want to make things right for you and i promise to always fight for us. you are my entire world, we have made two beautifil children together and i luckily am able to call you my wife. my life couldnt be any better without you. i look forward to many many more annis with you. till death due us part...until we reunite in the afterlife and do it all over again. its us and will always be us, no matter what.
i love you so much my baby love. happy 1 year.



